Mai first ever parteh in Aussieland

I guess it turned out way better than I thought. Definitely more to come! :3

Parteh planning fail

I think I need you now

But you're not here and you don't know.

Chasing stars

It's funny how we can never get enough of that something or someone in life, even if we are aware of how it is so painfully out of our league. I cant help but to go on craving for a little more each time.

Being in an another land and turning 20 has been a rather remarkable turning point in life. It opens my eyes up to all the things in life we strive so hard to understand. I'm still trying to get there and I hope I will.

Bittersweet

I can't say I'm particularly fond of being here, being miles away from home. The awful sense of void and the need of belonging.. and those constant haunting memories and inner demons.. they hurt.

I guess I miss home and all that I had.

The revelation

I have finally found myself today.


I feel stronger than ever, with a greater sense of well-being


And I can't be any happier.

As of now

I have so much going on in my head I don't even know what's right, what's wrong. I can't even come up with the right words to describe my feelings and thoughts. It's all jumbled up.

I'm scared. I'm confused. I'm disappointed. I'm hopeful. I'm happy. But really, I don't quite know.

Holy fuck

In 6 months time, I'm turning 20


!!!!!

A quick thank you

2008 is drawing to an end and with that, I'd like to thank everyone who has been a part of my life throughout this year.

My bro, thanks for the new nifty phone. I love it lots.. can't wait to get hold of my laptop :D

David, thanks for being the caring and loving boyfriend you have always been.

Adrian, you're most likely the first person I always turn to whenever I need a favour or help. You're still the one who's always saving seats for me, and reminding me about this and that. I'll miss you when I go Perth :D

Hou Kee, I can never forget the fun times we had when you were back. It was such a blast and I'll never forget the shit stupid random things we did with Adrian and Virgin. Next roadtrip: Aust. 2010!! Oh, thanks for the Xmas wish call :P

Virgin, my trip to Miri would have been so boring if I didn't have you to bring me, Adrian, Hou Kee and Ailin around. Hehehe. You're the best! Sayang can't go fishing these days zz

Shuai Ge from Down Under, thanks for the Kenzo perfume on my birthday :) Pls get your comp fixed asap so I can talk to you again!!

Mumzy, thanks for the awesome pizza and pasta treats. om nom nom nom! and those LATE night random chats, gossips etc :D

Team ConstructECO, I love you guys SO SO much. Our CEP project was such a great one. I miss the project modeling part the most. I truly appreciate the teamwork and effort everyone contributed to make it a success, especially JJ, Pei Yuan, Yew Shan and Rop.

Jin Thai, thanks for the notes/tips/reports etc etc :DD I still got your Emo Roadtrip CD in my car hahah!

Champsie, why u didnt come backkkkk. I miss hanging out and talking rots with you lah haha.

Ee Ling, I appreciate the quick car ride from uni to Spring a lot hehehe

Leo, thanks for finally visiting me in Kuching and thanks for the dimsum breakfast when I was in KL. I'm glad I've finalllllyyyyy met you :D

Makeupholics from LYN, thanks for helping me to get those 5g cosmetic jars eventhough we were complete strangers :) and you're so much fun to chat with hehehe

AhKamKoko, thanks for always leaving a comment or two on my blog when no one else does :)

The Mailman, whoever you may be, thank you for letting my gifts and online purchases get to me safely regardless of how much it's worth :) :)

And all my friends whom Ive hunged out with this year, Berber, Siaw Yin, Tim, Ah Chang, Wilson, Kimhu, Jerome, Zaki, Darrel, Edwin, and the list goes on and on, I love you all! :)


I've heaps more ppl I'd like to express my gratitude to but I'm lazy to go on zz Have a great Merry Xmas everyone! :) xoxo