Freeway

I feel like I have been travelling on a freeway for days and nights long. I will never reach the horizon even if I keep going. I'll never get to touch the sky. It's almost like chasing rainbows for the leprechaun's pot of gold. It is nothing more than a one way traffic to disappointment and I best find myself an exit to turn around.

My faith is wearing and I am slowly slipping away, slowly giving up on this chase.

I woke up strangely early today, just a little past 7 in the morning but I drifted back to sleep shortly after. Maybe I shouldn't have because I had one of the most heart wrenching dreams I've ever had. The sheer thought of it cuts a hole through my heart :(

I dreamt that someone very very dear to me had passed away. The news was truly shattering and being miles away from home means I didn't get to say my last goodbye. I was mourning with deep regret of how I wished I spent more time with them, cherished them a little better, not taking them for granted and perhaps I should have showed them exactly how much I love them when they were still present. How could I have been so selfish? Oh I was bawling my eyes out when I got up. I can only be grateful it was all just a bad dream.

Maybe this is what second chances are all about?

It's hope, the endurance of faith.

Inspiration please

- Abacus Lab, Curtin University

Oh, I so want to get over with this assignment that's been doing my head in but I'm feeling so unmotivated and uninspired to get anything done. Grr.

Runaway

- Riverside Drive, Perth

- Eve Nightclub, Burswood

June, you look different.

Why? Why would I be? Is it the hair? The dress? The make up?

No, not that. It's like you're lost, or you've lost something. It's almost like half of you is missing, and you're looking for it.

Pixellated dreams

As I stare out my bedroom window, I'm watching the world in pixels.